[drabble] Missing You
Title: Missing You
Pairings: Yoosu
Length: Drabbles (750 words)
Genre: Angst, Romance
Rating: PG
Warning: un-beta-ed, character death
Summary: Yoochun is gone. Junsu misses him.
A/N: This is kinda spur of the moment, and I think the tenses confuse me at some points. Written in 1st person point of view.
Yoochun-ah,
How are you now? Are you happy there? I hope you’re not hurting anymore Chunnie. I never want that painful look to flash in your beautiful eyes again as you tried to hide it from me. They hurt me too baby. It hurts me every time I see how the evil disease has taken its toll on you. It pains me whenever you sit in front of me facing the mirror, and I found a handful of your hair as I brush through it. And it kills me when I know that you know it too. But yet you still smiled at me as you held my hand in yours. If there’s anything the disease couldn’t take from you, it was the way you look at me, making me feel so loved like nothing else in the world matters. I miss you. I miss you so much.
Chun-ah,
I know you’ll be worried about me, but don’t be. Yunho and Jaejoong-hyungs are trying their best to cheer me up. Even Changmin is trying hard too. I know they’re worried because I couldn’t seem to forget you baby. And honestly it’s not that I couldn’t, but I didn’t want to. God maybe has taken you away from me, but the memories I had with you, those are ours and nobody can take them away. I’m sorry Yoochun-ah. I know you told me to move on once you’re gone. Ask me anything but that; because that’s the only thing that I have to keep you in my heart. I miss you. I miss you so much.
Chunnie,
The other day Yunho, Jaejoong and I were walking around the mall after they dragged me from home. There was this huge expo promoting tourism in Europe and multiple booths were set up in the middle of the mall. When we passed by the France booth, a lady handed us brochures on Paris and started talking animatedly that she amused me. Then suddenly she mentioned about one big fountain in the heart of Paris where couples come, throw a coin and make a wish together. Do you remember Yoochun-ah? We went there once too. I still could recall your face as you laughed your heart out at me after purposely ditching me there and watched me stumbled with my French. I was so mad at you that time that I refused to talk to you, but eventually gave in when you begged me with your puppy eyes. I smile at the memories of your face, how your eyes were bright with the sincerest love for me, how everything seemed so perfect back then. I miss you, I miss you so much.
Yoochun-ah,
Tell me, the place you are now; is the sky as blue, are the grasses as green? Do you still see seven strings of colors in the sky after it rains? Because now it’s empty without you here. Yesterday it rained heavily and once again I was reminded of you. I stood in our balcony, letting the rain hits my face and body. There’s no more you to tell me to come in and don’t get myself sick. There’s no more you to eventually give in to my stubbornness and end up hugging me from the back to at least provide me some heat, as you let yourself soak in the rain too. I couldn’t feel your steady rhythm of heartbeat as you breathed silently anymore against my back. Words were never needed during those moments but it was never lonely. Yesterday I stood alone, wishing that I could hear your voice again. But as the droplets continue to hit me, I realized it was very lonely. I miss you, I miss you so much.
Yoochunnie,
I miss the smoothness of your name on my tongue, and your deep voice as you called out mine. I miss the feelings of your eyes on me, constantly making me feel safe and loved. I miss going to sleep every night and waking up every morning with you by my side. I miss the melody your piano plays as I watch it stays silent since you’ve been gone. I miss the feelings of your lips on mine. I miss your laughter; I even miss your tears. I miss everything about you baby, because I love you, I love you so much.
On the day that we will meet again, I will tell that to you Yoochun-ah, that I love you, I love you so much.
Pairings: Yoosu
Length: Drabbles (750 words)
Genre: Angst, Romance
Rating: PG
Warning: un-beta-ed, character death
Summary: Yoochun is gone. Junsu misses him.
A/N: This is kinda spur of the moment, and I think the tenses confuse me at some points. Written in 1st person point of view.
Yoochun-ah,
How are you now? Are you happy there? I hope you’re not hurting anymore Chunnie. I never want that painful look to flash in your beautiful eyes again as you tried to hide it from me. They hurt me too baby. It hurts me every time I see how the evil disease has taken its toll on you. It pains me whenever you sit in front of me facing the mirror, and I found a handful of your hair as I brush through it. And it kills me when I know that you know it too. But yet you still smiled at me as you held my hand in yours. If there’s anything the disease couldn’t take from you, it was the way you look at me, making me feel so loved like nothing else in the world matters. I miss you. I miss you so much.
Chun-ah,
I know you’ll be worried about me, but don’t be. Yunho and Jaejoong-hyungs are trying their best to cheer me up. Even Changmin is trying hard too. I know they’re worried because I couldn’t seem to forget you baby. And honestly it’s not that I couldn’t, but I didn’t want to. God maybe has taken you away from me, but the memories I had with you, those are ours and nobody can take them away. I’m sorry Yoochun-ah. I know you told me to move on once you’re gone. Ask me anything but that; because that’s the only thing that I have to keep you in my heart. I miss you. I miss you so much.
Chunnie,
The other day Yunho, Jaejoong and I were walking around the mall after they dragged me from home. There was this huge expo promoting tourism in Europe and multiple booths were set up in the middle of the mall. When we passed by the France booth, a lady handed us brochures on Paris and started talking animatedly that she amused me. Then suddenly she mentioned about one big fountain in the heart of Paris where couples come, throw a coin and make a wish together. Do you remember Yoochun-ah? We went there once too. I still could recall your face as you laughed your heart out at me after purposely ditching me there and watched me stumbled with my French. I was so mad at you that time that I refused to talk to you, but eventually gave in when you begged me with your puppy eyes. I smile at the memories of your face, how your eyes were bright with the sincerest love for me, how everything seemed so perfect back then. I miss you, I miss you so much.
Yoochun-ah,
Tell me, the place you are now; is the sky as blue, are the grasses as green? Do you still see seven strings of colors in the sky after it rains? Because now it’s empty without you here. Yesterday it rained heavily and once again I was reminded of you. I stood in our balcony, letting the rain hits my face and body. There’s no more you to tell me to come in and don’t get myself sick. There’s no more you to eventually give in to my stubbornness and end up hugging me from the back to at least provide me some heat, as you let yourself soak in the rain too. I couldn’t feel your steady rhythm of heartbeat as you breathed silently anymore against my back. Words were never needed during those moments but it was never lonely. Yesterday I stood alone, wishing that I could hear your voice again. But as the droplets continue to hit me, I realized it was very lonely. I miss you, I miss you so much.
Yoochunnie,
I miss the smoothness of your name on my tongue, and your deep voice as you called out mine. I miss the feelings of your eyes on me, constantly making me feel safe and loved. I miss going to sleep every night and waking up every morning with you by my side. I miss the melody your piano plays as I watch it stays silent since you’ve been gone. I miss the feelings of your lips on mine. I miss your laughter; I even miss your tears. I miss everything about you baby, because I love you, I love you so much.
On the day that we will meet again, I will tell that to you Yoochun-ah, that I love you, I love you so much.