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I already posted in Myspace and I should leave my ranting and raving to that, but of course I can not. Honestly this semester sucks ass! I can not believe that after all of my positive experiences and bright eyed and bushy tailedness (I know thats not a word) it has come to this. I feel so disillusioned, or maybe thats not quite the word......dissapointed, annoyed and maybe slight disillusioned is a better way to state it. I do not look forward to going to my classes at all and really I have no need or want to even study because I know that no matter how hard that I work it wont really make a difference. Let me clear this up a bit: In Dr. Aonos class, receiving an B is like getting an A in any normal class, so really no matter how hard you work she makes the tests 10 times more complicated just to screw you up because she likes to see people fail. Now I know what you are thinking, Angie why would you blame the instructor for your own shortcomings..... I am being truthful, the lady, no matter how nice she is in person, does not like students. On to Dr. Stiller....what to say. Well I really respect him as a person, I just have to state that because I really do think the world of him. Taking his classes though are a nightmare, believe me I have already taken 2. Once again no matter how hard I work for his classes I always get a B and the funny thing is that when I approach him about my grade he can never provide me with solid evidence. Maybe he just thinks that I am a B student and therefore I am. I dont know all that I know is that even in Economics where I absorbed all the knowledge like a fricken sponge I still fell short of an A.
I guess that it is a good thing that I hate my classes and my overall educational experience this semester because it will make it allot easier to just walk across that stage and away from UHWO. I mean some people love school so much they never leave, thus never getting into the work force and basically being an over educated fool. Well that wont happen to me, that is for sure, after this semester I will so happy to just leave this all behind me.
Ok that makes me feel much better, I really, really need to take up drinking, or maybe smoking that way I wont get sick I will just die an early death of some kind of nasty cancer.....hmm that was random. Really I am ok with all this, it is just kind of a crumby way to finish up such a positive experience in my life.
I guess that it is a good thing that I hate my classes and my overall educational experience this semester because it will make it allot easier to just walk across that stage and away from UHWO. I mean some people love school so much they never leave, thus never getting into the work force and basically being an over educated fool. Well that wont happen to me, that is for sure, after this semester I will so happy to just leave this all behind me.
Ok that makes me feel much better, I really, really need to take up drinking, or maybe smoking that way I wont get sick I will just die an early death of some kind of nasty cancer.....hmm that was random. Really I am ok with all this, it is just kind of a crumby way to finish up such a positive experience in my life.