Thoughts
Today was spent deep in though about things that I've been feeling for quite a while a lot of the thoughts make no sense and I'm sure that my lack of proper punctuation will cause many that read this to not fully understand it's meaning but after doing this I am no longer concerned with wether or not people get my meanings or even if they understand me I am now just concerned with not becoming like those that I've condemned for years......
Why does the acceptance of those that mean nothing to me be of such importance? Why do I feel as though once I have gained their acceptance that I must continue to be what they want me to be? Why can’t I gain acceptance by being myself? is my personality so boring and dreary that it eliminates all prospects of gaining the acceptance of those that mean nothing to me? Why can’t I spend my time working to gain if not the acceptance then respect of those that are actually worth my time? Does this make me as shallow as the people that I myself condemn?
All of those questions have answers and I am still trying to look inside of myself to find the them.....
Why does the acceptance of those that mean nothing to me be of such importance? Why do I feel as though once I have gained their acceptance that I must continue to be what they want me to be? Why can’t I gain acceptance by being myself? is my personality so boring and dreary that it eliminates all prospects of gaining the acceptance of those that mean nothing to me? Why can’t I spend my time working to gain if not the acceptance then respect of those that are actually worth my time? Does this make me as shallow as the people that I myself condemn?
All of those questions have answers and I am still trying to look inside of myself to find the them.....