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ok well i havent updated in FOREVER SOO much has happend and im debating if i want to get into it all. but the main update is that boys are SOO LAME! espeically that one line that most of them have been using latly the "i dont want a girlfriend right now" line that is soo stupid. especually when that boy is practally going out w/ someone. the only reason why they say that is because they want to keep you and keep flirting w/ you but when they get bored of just you they can have someone else too and then you cant have a reason to be mad at them cuz you were never "going out" even though u hold hands and act liek it all the time. once again LAME. lol yeah....
ok well last thursady i blew of babysitting to go to the cdo freshman football game against southpoint which we lost lol so after the game all the football players were like go talk to jared and all this crap so i was liek ok and i walked over to the locker rooms and i saw him talking to andrea so i was liek oh.. so i was gonna leave and let them talk or whatever but he came after me and was liek wait no i dont want to talk to her i want to talk to you i like you so much id rather be w. you blah blah blah.. so i was liek ok and then me and him hung out for the bon fire and so then the next day the game on friday or w.e the varsity game i went and i asked a couple people i was liek do u know where jared is? and they were all uh... uh.. i havent seen him? and i was liek ok? and i didnt think anything of it and then i saw him walking w/ andera and i was like oh.. this is cool and so i was starting to go over and say hi but then andrea pulled him away and was like ur not ditching me for her blah balah baah... and so i was kinda mad cuz he didnt even say hi or anything so i was like AH UR DUMB so then after the game gina cessa and carrie all went back to my house for another tent party lol (dont ask) and i looked on the caller ID and it said that he had called so i was like uh.. and i called him back and he was like im sorry blah blah blah and gina wanted to bitch him out so i was liek uh... ill call u tomorrow and then i hung up.. so then on saturday cessa had to go home early and so me carrie gina and abby all went to the mall and met up w/ franky and Ty and so yeah that was cool untill i got a phone call from courtney.. and she was at the other mall and she saw jared w/ andrea at barens and noble so she called ginas phone and was liek "GINA PUT SUSANA ON THE PHONE NOW!!!" and he so heard her hehe yeah so then i was sad cuz he was lying to me cuz all the time on the phone he would be liek i dont like her i like u id rather talk to you and all this other stuff so i was liek wow u know how to make me mad cuz he was leading me on all this time so i was liek GAH so after the mall i went to kellys house and we watched zorro hehe good movie. so when i got home jared called and we talked and he was liek im sorry again and ew that kind of stuff so when he called i was liek whats up and he said nothin you and i saw like not much... so what did you do today and he was liek uh.. u know what i did.. and i was like yeah and im waiting for u to tell me.. and it was liek all weird and he was liek i will move outta the locker and it was just really complicated but i guess he thought i hated him so he went to the movie w/ andrea but i guess nothin happend and he likes me more than her and i can even ask ray so i was liek wow this is really complicated and gay so i guess we decided to be "just friends" and grr i hate boys haha yeah and so thats that story and it makes me so mad cuz i had to put up w/ all this crap and it was all pointless
the update w/ vanessa is i dunno lol ... she came up to me and we said sorry and then the next day she came up to me and was liek "did u call me a slut" and i was like no but i was mad that u called me a fucking whore and she was liek well thats not a slut and i was liek listen vanessa im not trying to start shit w/ you and she was liek well im not either and i was like ok w/e i just dont want you to hate me and she was liek i dont hate you and i was liek ok well im sorry for the things that i said too and she was liek me 2 and then we walked away ... so yeah and at lunch all the guys call her a slut and stuff adn i feel bad for her so when ever they say that i tell them to stop and then i walk away cuz i dont want her to think that im apart of that.
this is kind of a long update so yeah i guess i will leave this one at this and not add on any more
not yet anyways lol
ok well last thursady i blew of babysitting to go to the cdo freshman football game against southpoint which we lost lol so after the game all the football players were like go talk to jared and all this crap so i was liek ok and i walked over to the locker rooms and i saw him talking to andrea so i was liek oh.. so i was gonna leave and let them talk or whatever but he came after me and was liek wait no i dont want to talk to her i want to talk to you i like you so much id rather be w. you blah blah blah.. so i was liek ok and then me and him hung out for the bon fire and so then the next day the game on friday or w.e the varsity game i went and i asked a couple people i was liek do u know where jared is? and they were all uh... uh.. i havent seen him? and i was liek ok? and i didnt think anything of it and then i saw him walking w/ andera and i was like oh.. this is cool and so i was starting to go over and say hi but then andrea pulled him away and was like ur not ditching me for her blah balah baah... and so i was kinda mad cuz he didnt even say hi or anything so i was like AH UR DUMB so then after the game gina cessa and carrie all went back to my house for another tent party lol (dont ask) and i looked on the caller ID and it said that he had called so i was like uh.. and i called him back and he was like im sorry blah blah blah and gina wanted to bitch him out so i was liek uh... ill call u tomorrow and then i hung up.. so then on saturday cessa had to go home early and so me carrie gina and abby all went to the mall and met up w/ franky and Ty and so yeah that was cool untill i got a phone call from courtney.. and she was at the other mall and she saw jared w/ andrea at barens and noble so she called ginas phone and was liek "GINA PUT SUSANA ON THE PHONE NOW!!!" and he so heard her hehe yeah so then i was sad cuz he was lying to me cuz all the time on the phone he would be liek i dont like her i like u id rather talk to you and all this other stuff so i was liek wow u know how to make me mad cuz he was leading me on all this time so i was liek GAH so after the mall i went to kellys house and we watched zorro hehe good movie. so when i got home jared called and we talked and he was liek im sorry again and ew that kind of stuff so when he called i was liek whats up and he said nothin you and i saw like not much... so what did you do today and he was liek uh.. u know what i did.. and i was like yeah and im waiting for u to tell me.. and it was liek all weird and he was liek i will move outta the locker and it was just really complicated but i guess he thought i hated him so he went to the movie w/ andrea but i guess nothin happend and he likes me more than her and i can even ask ray so i was liek wow this is really complicated and gay so i guess we decided to be "just friends" and grr i hate boys haha yeah and so thats that story and it makes me so mad cuz i had to put up w/ all this crap and it was all pointless
the update w/ vanessa is i dunno lol ... she came up to me and we said sorry and then the next day she came up to me and was liek "did u call me a slut" and i was like no but i was mad that u called me a fucking whore and she was liek well thats not a slut and i was liek listen vanessa im not trying to start shit w/ you and she was liek well im not either and i was like ok w/e i just dont want you to hate me and she was liek i dont hate you and i was liek ok well im sorry for the things that i said too and she was liek me 2 and then we walked away ... so yeah and at lunch all the guys call her a slut and stuff adn i feel bad for her so when ever they say that i tell them to stop and then i walk away cuz i dont want her to think that im apart of that.
this is kind of a long update so yeah i guess i will leave this one at this and not add on any more
not yet anyways lol