Oct 22, 2005 07:12
i got up early for today! ITS A WEEKEND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CURSE U SCHOOL WHO MAKES U GET UP EARLY!!!!!!!!!!!!
anyway, allie and kyle have been acting like bitches. allie even called me a bitch for saying shut up to her. i was just thinking at that moment "what? we cant say shut up to u but u can say shut up to us?". yeah. that really pissed me off. she acts like she's queen of everything. G-D. i just like to punch her ugly face sometimes... And Kyle has been really distant. she acts like she's mad at everyone. on Thursday in math, i drew a really depressing picture, which was actually quite good if i may say so myself, of how i was feeling and i wrote on it 'kyle, i dont care who u show it to, just understand it.' so she looked at it and said "allison, ur the one who doesnt understand." i think my jaw was about to come unhinged. all she does is mope and whine and be bitchy around me and she expects me to think that she cares for me?! i laugh at that totally false statement! HA!
Emily, i'm sorry that i've been pissing u off on all those comments. i realize u care and are only looking out for me. its just that in gym we have to change and when i see kyle without her shirt off(get ur mind out of the gutter and onto the curb with the rest of us pervs), i feel like i have to be skinnier. because she is healthily skinny and she has some definision(sp?) to her abs. but i dont want to be like her personallity. she brags about how she works out every weekend. she wouldnt last one day at BRY practice. i'd like to see her try...
today is Brandon's bar mitzvah. my outfits awesome. but my shoes are the ugliest shoes u will ever see. o well. at least lauren and emily will be there.