May 03, 2005 11:34
Yesterday while eating lunch with Mom and Dad at his new work out in the sunny weather I noticed a woman. She was on the large side. At first i thought nothing of this woman besides the fact that she was drinking a Diet Right cola. Then i heard the crickling of a plastic wrapper which diverted my attention back to her from my chicken salad crackers. I watched as she began to eat a very large strawberry short cake roll and drink her Diet Right soda. Then in the middle of a bite and a drink she lit up a cigarette. One of those slim ones. Something about her just didn't make sense. Being on the large side you'd think she might want to go walking in the nice weather on her lunch break. So instead she was drinking a Diet Rite, which makes sense until she pops out the Little Debbie and the cigarette. Just one of those moments where i question way too many things.
So at the grocery store upon walking in a car goes by and i swear that a dog was driving it. I could not see a human driver only a small poodle with it's head out the window and feet on the steering wheel. I started to laugh and shake my head. Surely there had to be one i just didn't see it. So we go in and i went to oogle the doughnuts. Did i buy one for myself? No...I continued oogling the coffee machine. Nothing special just their so-called 'Special Blend'. I denied myself a cup and went onto the Produce section.
Thrity minuets later we hit the coffee ilse. Ok the aroma hit me right in the face and i couldn't take it anymore. After begging my mom for a bag of Starbucks House Blend whole bean coffee and being shot down (Hey it is like $9, so i kinda understood), i turned straight back to the deli. I could no longer hold out on the coffee. I put my cup under the machine and hit the button, releasing it when the cup was 3/4 full just like the instructions say. Adding my sugar i noticed the creamers. I almost died when i spotted the Amaratto Cream creamers. I grabbed about five and began peeling back the foil tops and pouring them in. Just for my taste i added one French Vanilla creamer. If there would have been caramel i would have been in heaven. Seventy cents wasn't a bad price for a Amaratto Cafe Latte hehe. I only drank about a forth of it and threw it away for fear of drinking the whole thing. A doughnut would have went so great with it.
I got new yogurt with chocolate peices in it. It's a dessert yogurt. Yippy a dessert thats good for you! Well that didn't help me any yesterday. I had to get away from Holly so after dinner (Tostodas! They were awesome) i told mom to take me somewhere, anywhere or else i was going to lose my mind. So we went over to grandmas. And of course being the grandma that she is she had ice cream. Bryers vanilla, chocolate, and strawberry. My three favorite flovors and my favorite brand.
Crap.
I ate two bowls. I was so depressed. I wanted to call Matt. When i picked up my cell it wouldn't turn on. It was dead. Dead as a door knob. I had to talk to him. Earlier on the way to dad's work a brid flew infront of the car. It was like i saw it in slow motion. It flew straight down infront of the car then straight back up. It had really slender wings and it was a very suttle brown. At that very instance it made me think of Matt so i began praying for him. I don't why but i think he needed a prayer at that moment and thats why God sent that bird to remind me of him. The night before when i was talking to him he had said "If your a bird, I'm a bird" to me.
Sunday night he left his bottle of Fierce in my purse. Hehe i sprayed my pillow with it. It smells like heaven! I really need to go take a shower, but i feel like crap. And i still have this unending appatite even though i just ate some tuna salad on a peice of toast.
Until next moment...
P.S. I'm posting Prom Part 2 ASAP as well as some picures from Disciple Now.