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Do you ever just wake up screaming? I swear to god I woke up last night and I was screaming. Or that I heard screaming, but it wasn’t me, and I know it wasn’t anyone else because everyone else was asleep. And no it wasn’t screaming in a good way. But at first I thought it was me. Then I went back to sleep and dreamt that I was having seizures. So then I woke up after that. I don’t know what’s going on. My dr doesn’t take my insurance anymore so I don’t have anyone to tell that to. I don’t know if that’s just nervousness or if my meds are fucked up. maybe I need my Depakote level checked. I haven’t been taking the Depakote because they switched me back to Depakote ER and that isn’t coated and everytime I take it I throw up. that’s probably the problem because if my Depakote level is off I hallucinate. Maybe that’s why I’m itchy and I feel like there are bugs on me. I could try to take it with apple sauce. But I don’t have any apple sauce…and it’s hard to take 5. it would be different if it was just one, but it’s 2500mg…