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ITS ALL ABOUT PHIL SO IF YOU DONT WANNA KNOW ABOUT IT THEN DONT READ IT
i miss him so much, i say this in like every post now cause i have nothing else on my mind, i like him so muc and i miss him so much and all i wanna do is see him and hold him and kiss him and hug him and look into his beautiful eyes and talk, listen to music... i miss him so much, its been like... 6 days now and i havent seen him or talked to him, like i wanna keep dating him and i will, but i dont know what his say in all this is cause my mom has like forbid me form seeing him, but like my Dr. says i should keep seeing him, but i shouldnt be able to go out with him anymore till my rents him and thats fine with me cause i wanna be with him, but like katie and mark broke up and that scares me more cause im sure makr will convince Phil to forget about me if he hasnt already, but mark is a nice guy and all, but Phil is WONDERFUL!! im gunna talk to my mom today i think about seeing him... its almost been a week and i havent stoped thinking about him... hes a gorgeous man... and i have a pic of him, im waiting for money to get my other camera developed cause its like all of him!! and mark and katie, but most importanly PHIL! and like my mom was telling me that i love him?? and i was like uhh i dont know, but i know he dont love me.... but ive been doing better in school and everything since ive met him... he makes me want to get up every morning and he makes me want to live, he makes me feel so good about myself, even when im not with him im happy cause i know hes out there... i would give ANYTHING to see him right now, like yall dont even know how much i miss him... ive never felt this way about anyone and ive never missed someone this much and ive never been so hurt from not seeing someone... i dont what things with he and i to be over, i care about him... and thats why i kept his ass out of jail!! and thats why i have to at least talk to him and be friends of nothing else... although i wanna still be with him... hes so great... : )
i think im gunna go before i get in toruble for being online
i miss him so much, i say this in like every post now cause i have nothing else on my mind, i like him so muc and i miss him so much and all i wanna do is see him and hold him and kiss him and hug him and look into his beautiful eyes and talk, listen to music... i miss him so much, its been like... 6 days now and i havent seen him or talked to him, like i wanna keep dating him and i will, but i dont know what his say in all this is cause my mom has like forbid me form seeing him, but like my Dr. says i should keep seeing him, but i shouldnt be able to go out with him anymore till my rents him and thats fine with me cause i wanna be with him, but like katie and mark broke up and that scares me more cause im sure makr will convince Phil to forget about me if he hasnt already, but mark is a nice guy and all, but Phil is WONDERFUL!! im gunna talk to my mom today i think about seeing him... its almost been a week and i havent stoped thinking about him... hes a gorgeous man... and i have a pic of him, im waiting for money to get my other camera developed cause its like all of him!! and mark and katie, but most importanly PHIL! and like my mom was telling me that i love him?? and i was like uhh i dont know, but i know he dont love me.... but ive been doing better in school and everything since ive met him... he makes me want to get up every morning and he makes me want to live, he makes me feel so good about myself, even when im not with him im happy cause i know hes out there... i would give ANYTHING to see him right now, like yall dont even know how much i miss him... ive never felt this way about anyone and ive never missed someone this much and ive never been so hurt from not seeing someone... i dont what things with he and i to be over, i care about him... and thats why i kept his ass out of jail!! and thats why i have to at least talk to him and be friends of nothing else... although i wanna still be with him... hes so great... : )
i think im gunna go before i get in toruble for being online