my day/night
so yesterday i went to my ddc class blah blah blah and then i went and got raychelle and like we started to head home and we almost got here and katies like come get me after she told us not to and we seen a movie and katie got home at 1:30 and i got there at 2:30 and im in a whole lot of shit cause i drove them home and got gas... like i know i was after cerfew but idk... i idnt get in trouble for it, and its the first time and i dont get why its a huge deal, i wasnt driving bad or anyhting
im so scared right now i dont even wanna think about how much trouble im gunna be in once they wake up although its hard not to think cause like i cant stop crying and im shaking... everytime katie leaves me or does somehting when im not with her i get in trouble... i knew i wasnt gunna be home when she told me to drive her friends home, like i knew she would get there before us... im so scared!!!
i havent stoped crying for like 2 hours... i dont know what is going to happen but im scared...
im such a fuck up, why cant i just do things right... i wanna die so bad
im goin to watch tv in hopes that i wont get in too much trouble and to try and keep my mind off everything!
im so scared right now i dont even wanna think about how much trouble im gunna be in once they wake up although its hard not to think cause like i cant stop crying and im shaking... everytime katie leaves me or does somehting when im not with her i get in trouble... i knew i wasnt gunna be home when she told me to drive her friends home, like i knew she would get there before us... im so scared!!!
i havent stoped crying for like 2 hours... i dont know what is going to happen but im scared...
im such a fuck up, why cant i just do things right... i wanna die so bad
im goin to watch tv in hopes that i wont get in too much trouble and to try and keep my mind off everything!