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Nov 12, 2005 23:57

man o man...have u missed a lot
not...ok...and yes

monday...got my wisdom teeth out
tuesday...stayed home
wednesday...stayed home...and went to cofeehouse
thursday...uhhh home...and rehearsal
friday...HOME, pt, rented movies
today...home, and movie nite:D
THAT was fun
"what do you LOOOK like?"
:P

ok...now...the rest is like a different entry...blah...

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man, i flippin love life
i dont really kno wut triggered it
but you kno wut...life is great
i love it
not your life
or theres
or that rich kid down the street
i love MY life
i kno i kno...ur saying...why the heck does she like HER life so much????
you kno wut...its just bcuz
i have things that many dont
i have things that everyone takes for granted
i used to highly dislike life...yea...i did
i thot i had no real friends...but...im pretty sure i have sum friends that pretty much rockkk :D
i was hearing things, and seeing things that just were...heart wrenching
even the emoness of todays youth...yes...i said it...EVERYONES GOING EMO
for goodness sakes people!
how can u freakin HATE sumthing that much?
its so depressing
it rubs off
but so do smiles
:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
i realized life is short
i realized that i dont want to live being so depressed all of the time
my perspective on the wrold has changed
"no it hasnt...thats not possible" they say
yea well...
GO HOME AND CUT YOURSELF TO "BEAUTIFUL"
yea yea yea...i kno...emo kids dont all cut
its like...a small majority
but you kno wut...its just as bad...
sure...its good to let out all ur feelings...
liikkke...i am now
but u kno wut
if u do it TOO much...ur just depressing
gaaAAAAaahhhh
im sorry i cant help those people
so im helping myself
im being happy
23.9/7
(i said u need a bit of time to vent...:P)

Life is for laughing, dancing, crying,
wondering, asking, searching,
trying.
Life is for
finding, loving, losing,
exploring, daring, thinking, choosing.
Life is for sharing,
taking, giving, creating,
relating--

Life is for LIVING!

a poem, by...i dont kno...but i like it
:D

i used to care too much (kinda secretly) if a guy liked me or not...thats all i really thot about...
it would get kinda stressful
you kno, boys are a pain
(yes...they are)
:P
i still care...but not that much
im like...w/e...i dont need a bf to b happy
im still in high school
ive got a long time to go
lets just say its not at the top of my priorities...
(ok...maybe its like numero tres... :P)

phew...that felt good...

yea...i kno...ur jealous...:P
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