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I'm watching Operh (make fun of me all you want, I don't have cable) and Celine Dion is on today and the 2 of them are celebrating "miracle babies." Which is really cool. Celine is an absolute doll, I have loved her for years and years. (Before her Titanic days). And I'm watching these people lose themselves over these babies and I'm wondering about myself. I've never felt that way about babies. I've never had a desire to start a family. I'm so content with what I have. I don't know what it is, I just have no desire, I don't see anything in it. Maybe too much exposure in my childhood? I remember, oh do I remember. Mom seemed to be poping them one after another, like mink duds in the movies, there was no break. Then, it smelled all the time, it was always loud, it was not an experience I plan to revisit. Why would I punish myself like that? Plus, mom never did anything with her life besides that. She never had a job, or any hobbies, or finished school, or go out with any friends. Did she have any friends? Thats what I want, thats what I have. But back to what I was saying, I feel bad at times that I feel so strongly, because Ben wants a family so badly, and I don't know if I can give it to him. It's not me being selfish, or "I don't wanna" I have no flat out desire, and thats killing me.
I hate fads. I think they are shallow, and are usually pretty damn stupid. If one follows a fad, I believe that that shows they have no desire to stand out in society and they are just stooping to become another robot. I think one of the stupidest things I've seen here are huge sunglasses. I don't think they look good, they look really silly. They look like glasses Carol Channing wears, huge, bright and silly.
Other fads I hate are: Lance Armstrong's bracelets, "Wicked" the musical (I like it, I hate that it has become a fad), high heeled shoes and jeans (casual and formal do not mix), meal bars (just eat an apple gee wiz), "messy" hairstyles, things along these lines. These are my thoughts, I did not direct these ideas toward anyone. I used "I think," so no one has any right to slam me. just my thoughts
I'm out!
I hate fads. I think they are shallow, and are usually pretty damn stupid. If one follows a fad, I believe that that shows they have no desire to stand out in society and they are just stooping to become another robot. I think one of the stupidest things I've seen here are huge sunglasses. I don't think they look good, they look really silly. They look like glasses Carol Channing wears, huge, bright and silly.
Other fads I hate are: Lance Armstrong's bracelets, "Wicked" the musical (I like it, I hate that it has become a fad), high heeled shoes and jeans (casual and formal do not mix), meal bars (just eat an apple gee wiz), "messy" hairstyles, things along these lines. These are my thoughts, I did not direct these ideas toward anyone. I used "I think," so no one has any right to slam me. just my thoughts
I'm out!