appearances can be deceiving...
Right now, I am feeling awful about myself...
I just got back from shopping, and I looked at all these clothes and some of them just looked terrible on me, and I started to cry and had to leave the store.
I feel like a fat ass, and I am constantly called names by Robbie and some of his asshole friends!! it makes me feel terrible... I know that I am not fat, but I know I am not skinny... and I just want to look like this...
I feel like I am going to just cry, until there are no more tears left. Why cant I be "THIN" !!!?? the doctor said once I start feeling better and get the bacteria out of my stomach that I will start loosing weight, but he tells me I am not fat, and I believe him... it's just I am sick of being "chubby" or whatever people would call me. :o(
I need to try and not be so upset about this, because I have to be... STRONG, and try my best to do everything I can to help myself. Pitty isn't going to help anything, and feeling sorry for myself and just crying about it sure as hell won't do anything, but make me feel worse...
I just got back from shopping, and I looked at all these clothes and some of them just looked terrible on me, and I started to cry and had to leave the store.
I feel like a fat ass, and I am constantly called names by Robbie and some of his asshole friends!! it makes me feel terrible... I know that I am not fat, but I know I am not skinny... and I just want to look like this...
I feel like I am going to just cry, until there are no more tears left. Why cant I be "THIN" !!!?? the doctor said once I start feeling better and get the bacteria out of my stomach that I will start loosing weight, but he tells me I am not fat, and I believe him... it's just I am sick of being "chubby" or whatever people would call me. :o(
I need to try and not be so upset about this, because I have to be... STRONG, and try my best to do everything I can to help myself. Pitty isn't going to help anything, and feeling sorry for myself and just crying about it sure as hell won't do anything, but make me feel worse...