heaven help me for the way I am...
I feel awful right now, mostly about myself- I feel like there must be something wrong with me, because everytime I talk to a guy they expect so much from me, and when I keep saying "NO!" they just like fade away, and don't seem to care about me anymore. All my friends keep telling me that I will find someone who isn't all about sex and shit... but why is it that every guy I meet seems to only want that or other "benefits" ?? Im sick and tired of all the guys calling me the "Virgin Mary" because I say no to everything, and I don't want to do anything with anyone right now... whats wrong with me? maybe I am just living in the old days or something, cuz I feel like a fucking loser. :O(
