(no subject)
my mind's blurred for some reason. lost and confused... i'm not sure if i was wrong but i just have to speak my heart. the pain that i feel is just killing me. i wish there is some cure to this cuz it just won't go away. :(
everything's making me dizzy. am i not likeable enough to experience this everytime? do i always have to force someone to at least give some effort on showing me my worth and end up getting rejected and lost? sucks to be me.
why am i so stupid to hope over and over? i shouldn't be. i should've known and accepted that there isn't anyone. wo shi da ben dan.
if only i'd just fall into a deep sleep...
everything's making me dizzy. am i not likeable enough to experience this everytime? do i always have to force someone to at least give some effort on showing me my worth and end up getting rejected and lost? sucks to be me.
why am i so stupid to hope over and over? i shouldn't be. i should've known and accepted that there isn't anyone. wo shi da ben dan.
if only i'd just fall into a deep sleep...