I AM FREAKING OUT!

[purplecolagirl]

Okay so this is crazy. but in a possibly good way, give me some light and hope for the near future. Kwantlen University (about 2 hours by bus from my house) has a new psyc nursing program. Which I found out about a week ago and immediately applied. Anyways, I thought the start date was May 2007. But I am wrong. I found out today that its May 2006. And yet they are still accepting applications and moreover, advertising for the psyc nursing program. Which means they obviously haven't filled all the seats. Why? because its a new program and everyone applies to the Douglas College psyc nursing program instead. *breathe* Okay, so this is hope here. I personally can't fathom the idea that I could get in for this May. But nonethless, if I did. All the stress - the job, the car for the job, the medical exams (that I might be screwed on b/c I see a psyc) for both job and the douglas college psyc nursing program. All of that would be obselete! As far as I know, this program doesn't need a medical exam! *breathe* its also a bachelor's of psyc nursing instead of just a diploma. Even better. Sure its an extra half hour from my house and hard to get to by bus, but I can afford a car with student loans so I can drive, and my grandparents live nearby just in case. So this would be like HAPPY for me. I'm trying not to get my hopes up. but its hard not to. I still am in shock over the possibility and don't see how they could accept someone so late. But hey, if this happys.

I'm extrememly nervous about the next couple weeks. I will be eagerly awaiting my mailbox. But I should say, if I don't get in, its okay, there are other options. and I could apply for September probably. and stuff. so yeah. its okay if I don't. but if I do, it would be great!

PS - Caroline, I know you said don't go to Kwantlen, but believe me, this is a best case senario for me! its hope and light amidst all the darkness I have been seeing in my future.