say nothing with the right smile.

[purplecherry]

i love driving to the music that fills me with more emotions than i know what to do with.
i love driving.
i'm addicted to feeling stressed and i love feeling addicted to emotions.
i love feeling in control of my emotions and love the swings.
i love beautiful men and the fact that they could do better without me.
i love the whimsicality that you can only find in the people you shouldn't be spending time with.
i judge people by the way they move.

i hope to someday meet a man who tells me that i move wonderfully and knows how to distinguish the subtleties within all of my hundreds of different personalities.
or how long i'd take to shower or when to not call.
or when to play the game because i'm easily bored with people.
and i'd love to know someone who'd read me like a book from the first day i met them. who i'd have read like a book as well.

because that's how i read everyone and it's probably how i've already read you, sir.

i'd like for you to know what i mean and know why i'd post this in my old journal publicly and know what i'm feeling and why i'm feeling it and what to do with it.

that's agreeable to most people, though, so i'd disregard the statement altogether.
something so obvious is just a waste of words.

and 'what's new' is a rhetorical question in most cases.
because of this, i'd wish to never have heard the two words together in the same sentence at all.

i like it when people fail to notice me.

creative minds.