bored
so yesterday i worked as always
i have pretty much concluded that i'd like to get the fuck out of here.
i dont really wanna work anymore
i just want to be a bumb
for a lil while there i was actually considering becoming a bumb
and living with alex & just play video games all day
i wish
so unrealistic to me
i've been working since i was a freshman in high school
i've always felt the need to be independent and to be able to just stand on my own two feet
i dont think i could start taking the easy rd. now
even though some part of me feels i've done this when i took up this job at VPS and dropped outta school.
However, with the circumstances it's been accepted by me and that's all that really matters.. but is it still acceptable to me.. that i'm not too sure of
Now i just feel as if my "break" is being extended far too long.
Not acceptable in the eyes of Jennifer Olivarez.
nono.
Right now, I'm just trying to rush my parents in getting a huge yard sale going. So i could get rid of alll of that damn furniture, weights, etc, in my room. I'm excited b/c i have a whole outlook on what my new room will look like. I'm excited that i will live back at home and see my family everyday. =] I'm excited that i will be able to have sooo much more time on my hands for my b/f for my friends and Especially for my lil sister. I'd really like to be there for her a lot more than I am. And i think both Alex and I will enjoy my new huger bed 'cause a twin is far too tiny for the both of us.
Last night was so funny. It felt like a sleep over. =]
We..well I..lol.. took the two twin cushions and put them across the floor to make one giant bed. it was so funny. but yea...
im hoping this is a new beg. and a good one.
i hope this will keep me content b/c i know how long these things can last.
o yea.. and we're going to go on a diet =]
lol
i need to man
we both got love guts.. =]]
I LOVE EM =]]]
♥
i have pretty much concluded that i'd like to get the fuck out of here.
i dont really wanna work anymore
i just want to be a bumb
for a lil while there i was actually considering becoming a bumb
and living with alex & just play video games all day
i wish
so unrealistic to me
i've been working since i was a freshman in high school
i've always felt the need to be independent and to be able to just stand on my own two feet
i dont think i could start taking the easy rd. now
even though some part of me feels i've done this when i took up this job at VPS and dropped outta school.
However, with the circumstances it's been accepted by me and that's all that really matters.. but is it still acceptable to me.. that i'm not too sure of
Now i just feel as if my "break" is being extended far too long.
Not acceptable in the eyes of Jennifer Olivarez.
nono.
Right now, I'm just trying to rush my parents in getting a huge yard sale going. So i could get rid of alll of that damn furniture, weights, etc, in my room. I'm excited b/c i have a whole outlook on what my new room will look like. I'm excited that i will live back at home and see my family everyday. =] I'm excited that i will be able to have sooo much more time on my hands for my b/f for my friends and Especially for my lil sister. I'd really like to be there for her a lot more than I am. And i think both Alex and I will enjoy my new huger bed 'cause a twin is far too tiny for the both of us.
Last night was so funny. It felt like a sleep over. =]
We..well I..lol.. took the two twin cushions and put them across the floor to make one giant bed. it was so funny. but yea...
im hoping this is a new beg. and a good one.
i hope this will keep me content b/c i know how long these things can last.
o yea.. and we're going to go on a diet =]
lol
i need to man
we both got love guts.. =]]
I LOVE EM =]]]
♥