ANOTHER DAY CLOSER TO DEATH =D
IM SURE NO ONE WILL GET THE SUBJECT
EXCEPT FOR ONE PERSON OUT THERE WHO WILL REMAIN NAMELESS 'CAUSE ITS NO ONES BUISNESS =/
SORRIO =D
WELL WHAT CAN I SAY
NOTHING BETTER THAN SOME CHICKEN SOUP??
NO PLACE LIKE HOME??
ITS TRUE.. =/
THE BEST WAY TO WAKE UP = MY FOXY ROXY JUMPING ALL OVER ME!!! =DDDD
I LOVE HER
STUPID PIECE OF POOPOO HEHE
<3
WELL IT SEEMS LIKE IM NOT ALONE
THIS WEEK HAS BEEN A BIT OF A HELL WEEK IN GENERAL
ITS A HARD TIME FOR EVERYONE =/
I TRIED HELPING EVERYONE
WEIRD...
QUESTION:
DOES YOUR MOM EVER SURPRISE YOU, WITH HOW INTELLIGENT SHE IS? OR HOW MUCH SHE KNOWS YOU?
I HATE THAT
IT SEEMS LIKE I NEVER HAVE TO TELL HER ANYTHING AND SHE KNOWS WHATS GOING ON
EVEN IF IM MILES AWAY
AND I TRY AND KEEP THINGS TO MYSELF
SHE FUKEN KNOWS ALREADY
SHE'S SO AHEAD OF THE GAME
SHE'S SO IN TOUCH W/ LIFE AND LOVE AND UGH! EVERYTHING
I FUKEN LOVE HER!
SHE'S THE AWESOMEST AND I WOULDN'T TRADE HER FOR THE WORLD!!1 =D
I HATE THOUGH
HOW SHE KNOWS ME SOOOO WELLL ITS FUKED UP SOMETIMES!
'CAUSE SHE KNOWS ME BETTER THAN I EVEN KNOW MYSELF AND I ALWAYS THINK I'VE GOT SHIT DOWN
UP UNTIL SHE GIVES ME THE EYE OPENER AND MAKES ME REALIZE HOW WRONG I AM
OR SHE DIGS DEEP AND KNOWS WHAT EXACTLY IS GOING ON INSIDE OF ME
MORE THAN I CAN EVER OVERANALYZE AND FIGURE OUT FOR MYSELF
SHE'LL NEVER KNOW HOW MUCH THIS DAUGHTER APPRECIATES HER AND LOVES HER AND NEEDS HER =/
EVERYONE IN THIS WORLD CAN TRY AND GIVE ME ADVISE
BUT AS I LEARNED ..
AND THIS GOES FOR MYSELF
JUST BECAUSE YOU HAVE GOOD INTENTIONS
DOESN'T MEAN
THAT YOU'VE GOT THE RIGHT ANSWERS
SO MAYBE I NEED TO WATCH HOW MUCH ADVISE I GIVE AND MAKE SURE I DOTN GET TOO AHEAD OF MYSELF
AND TRY HELPING OUT
GIVE ADVISE BUT ALWAYS REMEMBER THAT IN THE END IT WILL BE UP TO THEM
AND ...
MY ADVISE COULD BE VERY VERY WRONG
I HOPE ITS NOT
AND I HOPE ALL THE ADVISE I HAVE GIVEN
W/ ALL MY GOOD HEARTED SIDE HAS HELPED AND NOT STEERED OTHERS WRONG
WELL MY LIFE HAS FELT LIKE A ROLLERCOASTER
BUT I THINK EVERYONES LIFE GOES THAT WAY
WE ALL HAVE OUR GOOD TIMES AND BAD TIMES
IT HAPPENS...
WHAT CAN I SAY...
WE'VE JUST GOT TO LIVE AND LEARN
AND TRY LIVE THE BEST WAY WE CAN
AND HAVE A POSITIVE OUTLOOK ON LIFE
AND TRY TO BE HAPPY EVERY SINGLE DAY
BECAUSE TOMORROW CAN BE YOUR LAST
AND YOU WANNA MAKE SURE THAT YOU ARE PREPARED FOR THAT DAY
PREPARED = MAKE SURE THERE ARE NO UNDONE KNOTS & MAKE SURE THAT YOU
RE =D (SMILE)
LOOKS JUST LIKE YOUR FIRST <3
CONCLUSION:
IM NOT PERFECT AND I'VE FUKED MYSELF OVER ...
HOW TO FIX THINGS? TRY <3
LEARN HOW TO FORGIVE AND TRUST. ITS NOT MUCH OF YOUR FAULT ALEX, BUT I GUESS I FIGURED OUT WHY IM ALWAYS SORRY IN THE END
BECAUSE IM NOT PERFECT AND I'VE FUKED UP BECAUSE I TRIED PROTECTING MY HEART TOO MUCH. I THOUGHT I KNEW BETTER..SILLY GIRL..THINKING YOU CAN CONTROL LIFE AND LOVE.. NOT THE WAY IT WORKS...
AND THIS IS WAY MORE THAN I EVER WANTED TO PUT OUT THERE...
EXCEPT FOR ONE PERSON OUT THERE WHO WILL REMAIN NAMELESS 'CAUSE ITS NO ONES BUISNESS =/
SORRIO =D
WELL WHAT CAN I SAY
NOTHING BETTER THAN SOME CHICKEN SOUP??
NO PLACE LIKE HOME??
ITS TRUE.. =/
THE BEST WAY TO WAKE UP = MY FOXY ROXY JUMPING ALL OVER ME!!! =DDDD
I LOVE HER
STUPID PIECE OF POOPOO HEHE
<3
WELL IT SEEMS LIKE IM NOT ALONE
THIS WEEK HAS BEEN A BIT OF A HELL WEEK IN GENERAL
ITS A HARD TIME FOR EVERYONE =/
I TRIED HELPING EVERYONE
WEIRD...
QUESTION:
DOES YOUR MOM EVER SURPRISE YOU, WITH HOW INTELLIGENT SHE IS? OR HOW MUCH SHE KNOWS YOU?
I HATE THAT
IT SEEMS LIKE I NEVER HAVE TO TELL HER ANYTHING AND SHE KNOWS WHATS GOING ON
EVEN IF IM MILES AWAY
AND I TRY AND KEEP THINGS TO MYSELF
SHE FUKEN KNOWS ALREADY
SHE'S SO AHEAD OF THE GAME
SHE'S SO IN TOUCH W/ LIFE AND LOVE AND UGH! EVERYTHING
I FUKEN LOVE HER!
SHE'S THE AWESOMEST AND I WOULDN'T TRADE HER FOR THE WORLD!!1 =D
I HATE THOUGH
HOW SHE KNOWS ME SOOOO WELLL ITS FUKED UP SOMETIMES!
'CAUSE SHE KNOWS ME BETTER THAN I EVEN KNOW MYSELF AND I ALWAYS THINK I'VE GOT SHIT DOWN
UP UNTIL SHE GIVES ME THE EYE OPENER AND MAKES ME REALIZE HOW WRONG I AM
OR SHE DIGS DEEP AND KNOWS WHAT EXACTLY IS GOING ON INSIDE OF ME
MORE THAN I CAN EVER OVERANALYZE AND FIGURE OUT FOR MYSELF
SHE'LL NEVER KNOW HOW MUCH THIS DAUGHTER APPRECIATES HER AND LOVES HER AND NEEDS HER =/
EVERYONE IN THIS WORLD CAN TRY AND GIVE ME ADVISE
BUT AS I LEARNED ..
AND THIS GOES FOR MYSELF
JUST BECAUSE YOU HAVE GOOD INTENTIONS
DOESN'T MEAN
THAT YOU'VE GOT THE RIGHT ANSWERS
SO MAYBE I NEED TO WATCH HOW MUCH ADVISE I GIVE AND MAKE SURE I DOTN GET TOO AHEAD OF MYSELF
AND TRY HELPING OUT
GIVE ADVISE BUT ALWAYS REMEMBER THAT IN THE END IT WILL BE UP TO THEM
AND ...
MY ADVISE COULD BE VERY VERY WRONG
I HOPE ITS NOT
AND I HOPE ALL THE ADVISE I HAVE GIVEN
W/ ALL MY GOOD HEARTED SIDE HAS HELPED AND NOT STEERED OTHERS WRONG
WELL MY LIFE HAS FELT LIKE A ROLLERCOASTER
BUT I THINK EVERYONES LIFE GOES THAT WAY
WE ALL HAVE OUR GOOD TIMES AND BAD TIMES
IT HAPPENS...
WHAT CAN I SAY...
WE'VE JUST GOT TO LIVE AND LEARN
AND TRY LIVE THE BEST WAY WE CAN
AND HAVE A POSITIVE OUTLOOK ON LIFE
AND TRY TO BE HAPPY EVERY SINGLE DAY
BECAUSE TOMORROW CAN BE YOUR LAST
AND YOU WANNA MAKE SURE THAT YOU ARE PREPARED FOR THAT DAY
PREPARED = MAKE SURE THERE ARE NO UNDONE KNOTS & MAKE SURE THAT YOU
RE =D (SMILE)
LOOKS JUST LIKE YOUR FIRST <3
CONCLUSION:
IM NOT PERFECT AND I'VE FUKED MYSELF OVER ...
HOW TO FIX THINGS? TRY <3
LEARN HOW TO FORGIVE AND TRUST. ITS NOT MUCH OF YOUR FAULT ALEX, BUT I GUESS I FIGURED OUT WHY IM ALWAYS SORRY IN THE END
BECAUSE IM NOT PERFECT AND I'VE FUKED UP BECAUSE I TRIED PROTECTING MY HEART TOO MUCH. I THOUGHT I KNEW BETTER..SILLY GIRL..THINKING YOU CAN CONTROL LIFE AND LOVE.. NOT THE WAY IT WORKS...
AND THIS IS WAY MORE THAN I EVER WANTED TO PUT OUT THERE...