when in doubt just call my name, just before you go insane

Dec 21, 2004 11:04

So last night I had a dream that I got a 65 on my geology final.  Because the two papers that i had to hand in with it weren't there, but I got almost everything else right.  I flipped out and the assistant who was helping Key was like that's just too bad ohh well.  I was literally going insane in my dream.  I think it means I worry too much about my grades.  Probably an accurate assestment.  So I suppose technically I am done with college.  Undergraduate anyway.  Assuming all my grades are passing (certain ones I am scared to look at).  It's kinda nuts to think about.  Ooop, got my geology grade, it's about what i thought it would be.  Key's rough.

Speaking of things I haven't mentally come around to accept yet, the patriots lost to the dolphins last night.  It feels just so inately wrong to type that.  The patriots  lost  to... the dolphins?  It seems like it's some strange dream I had that I am still waiting to wake up from.  Hrm... maybe that B+ is a dream too.  I'll wake up and it'll be an A!  Hahaha.. damnit.  But yea, it was quite the display of how to lose a game in the last 3 minutes.  Usually the patriots put on the how to win a game in the last two minutes clinic, but sure enough they didn't.  Tom Brady was nearly sacked at his own 20 yardline ish... when he WHILE FALLING threw the ball up in the air.  He did this last week and it resulted in a 7 yard completion.  Yet, he still said it was a really stupid thing to do and he shouldnt' have done it.  Here he did EXACTLY the same thing.  So much like my boyfriend does on occasion, he said he learned his lesson when in fact, he had no idea.  Seriously, I hope the fact that they LOST TO THE DOLPHINS comes as a serious gut check for these guys.  I mean, we'll still be in the playoffs.. but seriously the fucking dolphins?

I've been working at bath and body works.  Started up yesterday.  Dear lord was our last hour insane.  I have never been helping one person, then helping another and then helping a third.  Also, a note to you potential buyers out there.  Yes, if it's a box and it's out on the floor next to other things you can buy, it is going to cost money.  Don't get mad a employees about prices.  We don't set them, we don't change them, someone in an office miles and miles away does that.  It's not our fault.  Also, I absolutely love the guys that come in with lists say I want this this and this, where is it?  And my friend needs help to but he can wait.  And he actually does.  And he says thank you.  That's the crazy part.  The thank you.  That and if you really love us... saying "oh just give me the stuff I'll do it myself" is MUSIC to my ears.  Or "no really, I don't need these 14 million items wrapped in cellophane" is also appreciated.  Either way, works is crazy and really just nutty sometimes, but it goes by really really really fast.

My mom picks out the best pants ever.  Also, got a really really really cute red super soft fleece hoodie from american eagle for xmas.  It's sweet i'm so excited.

Also, I was watching West Wing last night and I am dead serious, if Martin Sheen ran for president I just might vote for him.  Dear lord can the man carry himself.  Given it's all scripted and it's all crap, but I don't know I haven't had a president I've felt really strong about.  Given perhaps I am too young to, but I mean yes I liked Dean, but he wasn't an actual candidate in the end of it all.  I just wish that debates could be compelling television.  That the debates could facinate and intrigue and be about intelligent dicussion of thought instead of political manuevering.  Basically, I hate politics.  It ruins everything.  That and I turned on the TV to see dubya doing a press conference the other day.  The first thing that hit me was, fuck I completely forgot he's our president for FOUR MORE YEARS.. crap.  Then I watched it for a little while, and he got stuck on a word.  I understand getting stuck on a word you can't think of, but he seriously floundered with it for more than 30 seconds.  The word he was thinking of was, "sustained."  Regardless, I understand how that happens.  I have simpler words that I fail to think of.  What  I did realize, in watching his relation with the press, is why I really dislike him.  He is that guy in college that knows he's better than everyone.  He's in the right frat, he's got the right parents and he just walks around with this arrogance to him.  He's unconcerned with other people and his first thoughts are for himself.  To me that is how he comes across in his relationships with other people.  I might be wrong, and I do disagree with him on most major policy.  Yet, at the core of it, I realize I hate him because to me he is someone that always puts himself before others no matter what.  I hate people like that.

Also, about Dima, we're good.  That's all :)
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