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I really like Scott. It took us both a long time to get to this point and neither of us wants to mess it up. We get along great and I have never laughed so much. I had some doubts and fears one day fed by the boys at work one of whom hates Scott because of some past issues with his recent ex. Ian's ex not Scott's ex. Anyway they made me doubt for a whole day and I was so upset and my heart hurt. I knew then how much I like Scott. I trust him. I was devastated when I thought maybe I couldn't trust him, that he had somehow for some reason deceived me. I just. I just really like him and he says the same for me. He seems to be the example of the guy who meets the right girl he is really into and changes how he acts towards her over the way he acted toward other women before her. He came to see me that day after I texted him to say I was upset and wanted to talk. After I couldn't respond, he came in to see me and was so genuinely worried that he immediately fixed everything with his sincerity and openly showing his feelings for me and how scared he was that something was wrong. I like him SO much!