Mar 04, 2005 16:32
CAN NO LONGER ACCESS THE INTERNET AT HOME....NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
Yeah so I'm in a fucking weird arse mood.....probably crazy raging hormones or something (time of the month) today and well the next few days would not be a good time to fuck with me, me thinks.............
My hormones have put me in one of those moods where I feel pissed off to the extreme if I don't get exactly what I want when I want it....I know thats wrong and the thoughts in my head are irrational.........but I'm on my period....so fuck you world.......
David says he's busy this at the mo, wanted to see me before I went to cornwall 2mo.....so I'm pissed off cos he's busy and won't do what I'm telling him to do, which is to see me...but I'm only being a little madam, supreme queen of biatch in my head...am not inflicting it on him...so go me...........yeah so I said I can't see him until the wk end AFTER I get back now and he's all like oh oh well lookin fwd to it have a gd night sexy xx....WRONG FUCKING ANSWER (no I don't know what I'm on either)....but I'm so pissed off I could just make the looser wait an entire fucking month now for not coming to me right here, right now at my beck and call..............OMIGOD...WTF IS WRONG WITH ME...HORMONESSS....ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH and to think all it would take to calm me down is some good company...A HUG and a nice pot of tea.....I feel like crying and my whole body is in stupid amounts of pain....ouchy ouch ouch...okay moan over
LOUISA I love you....sorry I'm always too skint to call....still no job