May 24, 2005 22:33
Yeah so I saw Ryan last night, It was nice to see him again. He's always in a good mood, I like that about him. Andrea was with him, I don't know her very well. She works with Alexa I know that. I never really talk to her when she's around. I don't really talk to people I don't know. I let them talk first. I really don't wanna make anymore friends. My friends now seem distant, maybe it's just me. I just don't talk much anymore. If I did say anything it would be depressing or about vacation.
Oh yeah, I got food stamps today, yay (clap clap)
The only thing that make me happy anymore is california, I don't know?
Part of my heart is still there. I'm kinda sad that I never get to see my dad. blah blah blah HOORAY for depression!