FRIGGIN FRIG

[purple_smoo]

officially OFFICIALLY i am feeling down now after FINALLY getting it together with mr x a couple of weeks back ( a cocktail of bunking off school and cider seemed to do the trick to keep my inhibitions at bay) i am now going on a friggin mission amelie stylee just to get his friggin number as on the last day i got somewhat distracted from that pleasant task by the combined force of lizard eyes AND indiana jones giving me a right royal bollocking because of my sudden departure from school the previous day (mr x of course got off scot friggin free) humph. whhhhhhy???? am i so utterly incapable of making the best of great situations that are seemingly handed to me on a silver platter with a side salad and gin and tonic (or gin and water - is that the new chic thang?) frig frig frig. three weeks tomorrow i was looking at the sky through the trees with his arms wrapped round me, face nuzzled in my hair and it was like suddenly my head was so clear and so full of space forthe first time for a long time... like i was truly living in the moment regardless of petty consequences. maybe a bit TOO much livin in the riggin moment that i couldn't forsee this excruciatingly frustrating situation now!

i only truly miss people when i have no idea how to get in contact with them

frig!