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It'll be short.
I passed all exams I'm kinda happy...
only kinda. I'm living in a nightmare, when any kind of disease is not accepted and you have to be healthy and physically in shape 24/7/365
Today is my worse day. MY WORSE DAY, I'm bleeding from "down there" every square centimeter of me hurts like shit....
And my head just start aching.
I'm living with my extremely hypochondriac dad. Every sign of bad feeling is stressful for him. Always was.
He can't simply show, that he is worried. No. He'd rather show you how he doesn't care about you.
I hate how bad feelings are more likely to be shown.
I hate it.
Very much.
And crying is kind of relief for me now.
Oh God.
It's bad.
I passed all exams I'm kinda happy...
only kinda. I'm living in a nightmare, when any kind of disease is not accepted and you have to be healthy and physically in shape 24/7/365
Today is my worse day. MY WORSE DAY, I'm bleeding from "down there" every square centimeter of me hurts like shit....
And my head just start aching.
I'm living with my extremely hypochondriac dad. Every sign of bad feeling is stressful for him. Always was.
He can't simply show, that he is worried. No. He'd rather show you how he doesn't care about you.
I hate how bad feelings are more likely to be shown.
I hate it.
Very much.
And crying is kind of relief for me now.
Oh God.
It's bad.