[BLOG] I-Is this real life?
Wann kann ich wieder glücklich sein?
I guess it has been a while since my date...with Sadiq. We're just friends now. So need to worry, people who were telling me to be careful. He's kinda like a big brother now. Which is nice when mein bruder is not around.
First date, so exciting right? Why do I feel like this then? What is this feeling? Is there a name for it? Am I lonesome? N-no I can't be. Right? I think I may be. Mein Gott. I sound ridiculous. Excuse my behavior. It's just, being at my age... plus never having even kissed anyone, you would think I would have had some kind of relationship right? Never mind. This is silly.
Good news though, I suppose. I have a job! I am working with Gilbert at his store. I have already seen many outfits while organizing, that I could see wearing for Halloween. Speaking of which, Gilbert will you help me pick out a costume? It would be much appreciated.
This past week has been...interesting, to say the least. I am constantly tired with the loads of work I have been receiving from school. And the dreams I have been having don't help either. I hear that others have been having similar dreams. I really enjoy those Harry Potter books so having those dreams was no surprise really. They were just rather in depth. Some of them scared me even. Love potions ruin lives. I don't know if I have ever felt that sad. It was rather funny though. I found myself doodling little owls and golden snitch's all over my notes...Ah well, it seems to be over now.
It seems our deadline is coming closer and closer. Mein bruder and I need to move soon. So if anyone knows some places that are cheap and nice, let us know so we can look around there. I do hope bruder is okay. He works so hard...
Hmm, I need to look for some things at the computer store for my photo class soon. Anyways, yeah anytime life wants to start being a bit nicer to me...i-it would just be nice. I-I don't ask for much.
I'm not emo I swear.
I guess it has been a while since my date...with Sadiq. We're just friends now. So need to worry, people who were telling me to be careful. He's kinda like a big brother now. Which is nice when mein bruder is not around.
First date, so exciting right? Why do I feel like this then? What is this feeling? Is there a name for it? Am I lonesome? N-no I can't be. Right? I think I may be. Mein Gott. I sound ridiculous. Excuse my behavior. It's just, being at my age... plus never having even kissed anyone, you would think I would have had some kind of relationship right? Never mind. This is silly.
Good news though, I suppose. I have a job! I am working with Gilbert at his store. I have already seen many outfits while organizing, that I could see wearing for Halloween. Speaking of which, Gilbert will you help me pick out a costume? It would be much appreciated.
This past week has been...interesting, to say the least. I am constantly tired with the loads of work I have been receiving from school. And the dreams I have been having don't help either. I hear that others have been having similar dreams. I really enjoy those Harry Potter books so having those dreams was no surprise really. They were just rather in depth. Some of them scared me even. Love potions ruin lives. I don't know if I have ever felt that sad. It was rather funny though. I found myself doodling little owls and golden snitch's all over my notes...Ah well, it seems to be over now.
It seems our deadline is coming closer and closer. Mein bruder and I need to move soon. So if anyone knows some places that are cheap and nice, let us know so we can look around there. I do hope bruder is okay. He works so hard...
Hmm, I need to look for some things at the computer store for my photo class soon. Anyways, yeah anytime life wants to start being a bit nicer to me...i-it would just be nice. I-I don't ask for much.
I'm not emo I swear.