venting
I hate my room today. I hate my brother's friends today. I hate my mom today. I hate my house. I hate the fact that I'm stuck here today (and every day). I hated spring break because I couldnt drive to get away. But I hate being back in school even more. I hate being TRAPPED. With nothing to do but think. About my friends (where are they?), about my relationship (insert parenthetical comment that I dont mind posting), about the past (I miss it), about the future (possibly the scariest and most confusing thing ever) and I've come to the conclusion that:
I hate my life today.
I'm so sick of relying on other people for rides, for money, for my HAPPINESS...
I WANT MY INDEPENDENCE DAMNIT!
On a better note:
Field of Flowers called. I have an interview tomorrow at 11. Hopefully I'll get the job. Work would be such great escape...
I hate my life today.
I'm so sick of relying on other people for rides, for money, for my HAPPINESS...
I WANT MY INDEPENDENCE DAMNIT!
On a better note:
Field of Flowers called. I have an interview tomorrow at 11. Hopefully I'll get the job. Work would be such great escape...