god i hate what i had become...
a fucking slave to love, that's not my style anymore. i was a kid inside, i thought i would never grow up, but now im older and wiser and no one will ever take advantage of me, no one could ever rape me like that again. god i still love grunge rock and it's only a matter of time before everyone else recongnizes that i am the one to resurrect it from the dead. just the other day people on the bedlam society website posted a whole bunch of positive feedback about my music on myspace... and it kind of bothered me to the point of being scared. i forget exactly what was said but it was something like ' this guy is a star, he's the next cobain'..people don't realize that this is NOT what i want to hear, i dont really play music to be a star, i dont play it to be an idol, im not an idol i dont believe musicians should be idolized..
the reason i havent updated in such a long time was to WEED OUT the unimportant people who read this and think i am dead.
i am not dead, i have my brain and i have a beautiful soul, it's time for changes in me.
i am much more confident than ever before, mainly thanks to pat reily.
im not sure who will read this, if anyone. maybe one day you will.
forget the past, i dont care.
the reason i havent updated in such a long time was to WEED OUT the unimportant people who read this and think i am dead.
i am not dead, i have my brain and i have a beautiful soul, it's time for changes in me.
i am much more confident than ever before, mainly thanks to pat reily.
im not sure who will read this, if anyone. maybe one day you will.
forget the past, i dont care.