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he is so wonderful. i can't even describe the way i feel about it. i got two letters today. he's coming home. a lot sooner than planned. i'm really upset, but glad at the same time. it's going to be good to talk to him whenever i want again. but his life, everything he's been wanting lately, just got flushed down the shitter. i think i'm more upset about it than he is. but like i said, i'm going to be glad to talk to him for more than five minutes again. i'm so deathy ill today. my throat feels like it's full of sawdust, my nose is like a faucet, my head might explode soon, and my eyes are burning from crying over my retarded parents again. oh and my lips are chapped. i hate chapped lips. i went to get my brakes checked today, finally. it's going to be almost $300 dollars to fix. beautiful, that's exactly what it is. stupid car. but anyway, i'm going to go take a nap, because i feel like shit. just wanted to let everyone know that i'm the happiest girl alive....