Jan 30, 2005 17:07
i miss him like crazy. i can't stop. i was doing pretty well until he called me this morning. he sounded so happy, and it made me really happy that he was. but he told me he would call me two hours ago, and he hasn't. it's killing me because i want to talk to him so badly. i've been crying my eyes out for the past hour because i can't stop thinking about it. i can't wait to get his letter. i can't wait for him to come home, to come here. at least he's doing well. his boot camp hasn't actually started yet even. he's just sitting around practically. he is getting over a cold. i feel like i should have been there making him soup or something. i just want to talk to him.....i need to get my mind off of it, but it's so hard. let's just hope he calls sometime soon.