Dec 06, 2004 20:56
life has been so much better lately. i have someone to think about. someone to call when i'm bored and need someone to talk to. i'm just worried that something's gunna go wrong. i mean there's not really anything going that right in order for it to go wrong, but i dunno...i'm kind of at that point where i don't know what i'm feeling i just know that it's better than feeling alone and unwanted. i can't wait to go to the concert on dec. 17. and i can't wait for christmas. and i can't wait until i'm 18 and i move to new york. but i have to don't i. i made 7th chair in honor band. yay woo. pretty good for the crappiest audition ever. i can't believe julian got 1st. grrrrrrr. it's really cold in my house. "i'm going through a transformation that u will never see cuz u never took the time to see the light inside of me."-tripsitter. good song....transformation. but yes...i'm just waiting for justin to cut his hair. i think i'm going to do a survey...he likes those...
What is your favorite..
gum-ummm...i like the ones that taste for a long time...but strappleberry is good too..and it doesn't taste for a long time.
restaurant-it depends on price range...but outback is really good.
drink-.....ha.....
season-winter...cuddling is fun
type of weather-rain. no doubt.
emotion-butterflies. it's not really emotion, but there's no better happiness than when u have butterflies in ur stomach.
thing to do on a half day-take a nap
late-night activity-internet? phone? i'm a loser...sorry guys
sport-definitely volleyball
city-i've only been here. i hate it. and i hate it in cedar city too...but i like lake tahoe...yep. that's it. tahoe.
store-zumiez
When was the last time you..
cried-when i promised myself i'd never cry over him again.
played a sport-is paper football a sport, cuz i played that at lunch.
laughed-when i was on the phone with justin.
hugged someone-mommy...after i left today
kissed someone-secrets!
felt depressed-justin says a week and a half ago...i guess he's right he knows everything.
felt elated-right now on the phone with justin
felt overworked-right now doing homework
faked sick-when i ditched so i could finish my homework
lied-when i told justin i wasn't going to think about him
What was the last..
word you said-odd question. problem was the last word i said. but it went along with no..like no problem. ick dumb question.
thing you ate-corn
song you listened to-ocean avenue...but that's right now. before that was on and on by tripsitter. good song.
thing you drank-ibc cream soda...yummy
place you went to-smiths
movie you saw-my boss's daughter...terrible
movie you rented-i don't remember...it was probably some horror film
concert you attended-does my holiday concert at church count?
Who was the last person you..
hugged-didn't i already answer this?
cried over-ryan or mom...
kissed-SECRETS!
danced with-hehe nicole. we played ballerina in my room.
shared a secret with-justin
had a sleepover with-nicole
called-justin
went to a movie with-momma
saw-dad
were angry with-alex
couldn't take your eyes off of-well..that's tricky. last person my eyes actually weren't off of was ryan, but it's not him..but my eyes couldn't come off of a picture, but that sounds wierd if you don't know what i'm talking about. oh whatever.
obsessed over-ryan
Have you ever..
danced in the rain-that's my dream. i kind of did once, but it wasn't romantic or anything it was just with my friends. but i really wanna dance in the rain..for real.
kissed someone-yep...
done drugs-shhhh
drank alcohol-double shhhh
slept around-nope..i'm a good girl-kinda
partied 'til the sun came up-easter morning..i'm bad
had a movie marathon-i fall asleep every time i try to do that
gone too far on a dare-i do almost anything i'm dared to do, but i can't say i've ever been dared to do anything THAT bad
spun until you were immensely dizzy-that is soooooo fun. especially with a boy.
taken a survey quite like this before-uh huh...only when i'm extra bored and putting off my hw