Jul 12, 2004 23:40
So I think I'm going to like this journal thing, cause no one will ever read it but Alex, and I could care less if she does or not. I got in a fight with Brian today. Our friendship is over for good. It's kinda frustrating, cause he was a good kid, and super easy to talk to, but I guess it's for the better. I love Nicole. I can't wait until she gets back from Florida. We had a good conversation last night and just now. I miss Alex soooo much. She's been gone for like 13 hours and I can't stand not talking to her. Elliot called me today. What a nice kid. I don't think I've ever met anyone who'll call the day after you hang up on them from bitching you out. I'm lucky to have the friends I do. I'm really getting excited for this Santa Cruz trip. As much as I want someone to go with me, it'll still be fun to go and see Gina. I got in a little argument with Alex D. today. I felt bad, cause I didn't mean to make her upset, but it's really frustrating when you keep trying to hang out with someone, and five months later you still haven't seen their face. She told me no for the last time today, so I kinda blew up on her. I hope she doesn't hate me. I think I played the stupid Playstation for as long as I could stand today. I love my little brother, but it's all he does, and he never lets me do anything else. Oh, except for the lego game he just got at Legoland. I might have to destroy that place sometime, just for selling that god-aweful game to my poor little brother. He's so addicted to it, it makes me sick. I think I've played it with him fifteen times in the past three days. How many times can a kid play a board game without getting bored? Anyway, I took a shower finally. I decided it was time when little Dom told me I smelled like poop. So I'm clean and tired, so I must be off, yet again.