Oct 21, 2004 20:43
tomorrow i leave to laredo. it is a constant thought in my love sickened head. his mother will be gone all weekend. what a nice end of the week present. i cant wait to eat sushi. i am craving starbucks, but they do not make the cold drinks with soy milk, damn them. i cant wait to spend every moment of this weekend with alex. i miss him.
i want to spend the night at his house. that would be the most wonderful thing that could happen to me right now. just the thought of him sleeping next to me while i sleep is so relaxing. i love him.
i slept on the bus today. it was some much needed rest.
i was actually wondering today how my old friends were doing. i would actually call one of them but the fear of rejection is something that i am not willing to face anytime soon.
♥