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i want to drive somewhere, and i wish for the windows to be rolled down and i picture the wind caressing my face and uplifting my spirits all at the same time.
i have nothing to do at the moment.
i wish i could be an intelligent student and study my brain to death, but that just is not on my to do list at the moment. i rather just sit here and reminisce over past times, when i was incredibly happy, and was someone's girl. even though the thought of being by myself is more appealing at the moment then being a partner to someone else for life.
i want to consume large portions of soy ice cream and watch hours of dramatic films that really have no point to them, except for the fact that people are ignorant.
i wish to have a best friend, i suppose i haven't had one i a while. even though i know our friendship will just fall apart right in front of me, and i will have no drive in my body to pick up the pieces and paste them back together again, with toxic glue.
fuck everything.
i have nothing to do at the moment.
i wish i could be an intelligent student and study my brain to death, but that just is not on my to do list at the moment. i rather just sit here and reminisce over past times, when i was incredibly happy, and was someone's girl. even though the thought of being by myself is more appealing at the moment then being a partner to someone else for life.
i want to consume large portions of soy ice cream and watch hours of dramatic films that really have no point to them, except for the fact that people are ignorant.
i wish to have a best friend, i suppose i haven't had one i a while. even though i know our friendship will just fall apart right in front of me, and i will have no drive in my body to pick up the pieces and paste them back together again, with toxic glue.
fuck everything.