rough night...
last night i got all freaked about the fact that i'm going to be a mama. so a few hours of andrew reassuring me that i can in fact handle this (with his and my mom's help) and i finally was able to fall asleep. for almost two hours. then i woke up sick. there went pretty much the rest of my night.
i hate being sick-- i shouldn't be ill anymore with this pregnancy and quite honestly i don't think this had anything to do with the baby but rather has to do with just me (it just doesn't feel the same as the "morning" sickness did). all day i was really light-headed but felt good and today i'm tired and sick feeling but hesitant to make a dr's appointment. i hate dr appointments.
but kiera is moving around a lot so i know she's okay. that makes it all worth-while. i do love this little life so much and can hardly wait to actually meet her and see what she looks like and who she is-- although i don't want kiera to rush herself.
in other news: day 3 away from work and i don't really want to go back tomorrow. it just always scares me to come back and find what i missed. generally, it's nothing good.
i hate being sick-- i shouldn't be ill anymore with this pregnancy and quite honestly i don't think this had anything to do with the baby but rather has to do with just me (it just doesn't feel the same as the "morning" sickness did). all day i was really light-headed but felt good and today i'm tired and sick feeling but hesitant to make a dr's appointment. i hate dr appointments.
but kiera is moving around a lot so i know she's okay. that makes it all worth-while. i do love this little life so much and can hardly wait to actually meet her and see what she looks like and who she is-- although i don't want kiera to rush herself.
in other news: day 3 away from work and i don't really want to go back tomorrow. it just always scares me to come back and find what i missed. generally, it's nothing good.