i am an AWFUL person

Jul 15, 2006 18:14

i miss everyone from epgy so much.  i never thought i would miss crusty, but i would give anything to just see him again.  i mean despite our differences these people are amaazing.  just one more week???? pleaseplease i needneed need it.  i dont know what to do with my life now.  i lost my reef flipflops (my favorite) and my pillow.  ahhhhhh even with all the drama;..i  dont care.  i want it all back and more.  and the homework.  and the not sleeping...and the flipping of burritos and riding upon a wheel (only bitches, of course).  and stabbing people in the neck with stiletto heels, or should i say stillouettos???? and singing hallelujah, even though it is so unbearably sad.  lets really live my lesbia, and love and value the unfavorable reports of stern old men, all at a single penny.  !!!! gahgahgah poo shit F-WORD, hahaha.

i need therapy.  i just can't tell anyone some things.  not even people i have known for years.  i am taking this to the grave.

somethings i wish i had said at various points in my life:

"i wish i could play like you do, par.  im sorry that you felt such animosity towards me.  i couldnt find you when i left and im sorry"

i will do more people later
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