Jul 15, 2006 18:14
i miss everyone from epgy so much. i never thought i would miss crusty, but i would give anything to just see him again. i mean despite our differences these people are amaazing. just one more week???? pleaseplease i needneed need it. i dont know what to do with my life now. i lost my reef flipflops (my favorite) and my pillow. ahhhhhh even with all the drama;..i dont care. i want it all back and more. and the homework. and the not sleeping...and the flipping of burritos and riding upon a wheel (only bitches, of course). and stabbing people in the neck with stiletto heels, or should i say stillouettos???? and singing hallelujah, even though it is so unbearably sad. lets really live my lesbia, and love and value the unfavorable reports of stern old men, all at a single penny. !!!! gahgahgah poo shit F-WORD, hahaha.
i need therapy. i just can't tell anyone some things. not even people i have known for years. i am taking this to the grave.
somethings i wish i had said at various points in my life:
"i wish i could play like you do, par. im sorry that you felt such animosity towards me. i couldnt find you when i left and im sorry"
i will do more people later