if you wait for the right time, what are you hoping for?
well a lot has happened since i last updated. and i've been way too busy with work and such, it sucks but at the same time i really need the money, and at least my shifts don't take up my whole day/night.
i've just decided that i need to sit back and let things happen. if i stress too much it'll just make it worse i guess. i know i'm going to do my part to stay in touch with everyone, and be a loyal girlfriend, so basically its up to everyone else at that point. but i'm happy with what i know i'm going to do... if that makes any sense at all haha
I had my orientation, which went amazingly well. Not only did i have the loves of my life there, clintoni and smashly, but i met some really great people too. from long islanders to brown sugar, who would've known?! i'm really glad i chose geneseo and i'm excited about the people going there. why does it seem like everyone just like decides to mature instantly as soon as they go to college. but i guess only in like a "i'm not going to be a jerk b/c you're different kinda thing", b/c well it'd be too much to ask for men to mature lol. i still know i'm going to miss matt a lot though, but like i said, i'll deal.
i'm leaving for NC in less than a week and i'm excited, i need a freakin vacation.
I've been having some amazing times with friends and i love it. just great late nights with no worries. as it should be of course!
i'm so glad i got to see the fireworks with matt on the 4th.
I'm also glad that clints brother is doing better. <3
My friends are amazing and this summer is going quite splendidly :) couldn't be happier! although i do wish i saw some people more... i need to work on that.
i've just decided that i need to sit back and let things happen. if i stress too much it'll just make it worse i guess. i know i'm going to do my part to stay in touch with everyone, and be a loyal girlfriend, so basically its up to everyone else at that point. but i'm happy with what i know i'm going to do... if that makes any sense at all haha
I had my orientation, which went amazingly well. Not only did i have the loves of my life there, clintoni and smashly, but i met some really great people too. from long islanders to brown sugar, who would've known?! i'm really glad i chose geneseo and i'm excited about the people going there. why does it seem like everyone just like decides to mature instantly as soon as they go to college. but i guess only in like a "i'm not going to be a jerk b/c you're different kinda thing", b/c well it'd be too much to ask for men to mature lol. i still know i'm going to miss matt a lot though, but like i said, i'll deal.
i'm leaving for NC in less than a week and i'm excited, i need a freakin vacation.
I've been having some amazing times with friends and i love it. just great late nights with no worries. as it should be of course!
i'm so glad i got to see the fireworks with matt on the 4th.
I'm also glad that clints brother is doing better. <3
My friends are amazing and this summer is going quite splendidly :) couldn't be happier! although i do wish i saw some people more... i need to work on that.