Apr 27, 2005 18:17
jesum crow i am feeling sick AGAIN, same symptoms, same shitty feeling. thats just great.
i don't like school, besides seeing all the people i love, but there are better ways to see them like at parties or at parks... i just feel like its so monotonous sometimes and it drives me crazy. that plus work til 11:30 at least 2 nights a week is just really messing me up. not fun at all.
but hey i can't complain about everything. me and bennifer went to lunch today and had a grand time driving around on university for FOREVER haha. ohhh well. she is my buddy and i heart her
i'm going to geneseo with ash and clintoni and i'm super pumped about that. i'm all for meeting new people but its nice to know that i will have some good friends at the college and others close by, i mean i refuse to let the past 18 years of my life and all the people that were apart of that just fade away... i just can't do that.
i'm always tired lately poo.
i wanna make that step and have things go back to how they were but when i think of picking up that phone or just stopping by... i can't seem to do it...
i'm excited for ball and i'll be picking up my dress this weekend.
i payed for boston but probably can't go... awesome...
i love my fatty. he is perfect.
this is all so random... perhaps from the lack of sleep...