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You know..It seems that everyday i get to see jennifer..i like her even more..and everyday i don't see her..i like her even MORE then that..i feel so content just sitting with her...holding her hand. And thats the feeling i like...Being happy...If not for ten or twenty minutes...hell just thinking about her brightens my day...I wonder how someone like her could even find something to like about someone like me...Shes a thousand times out of my league...Even though i don't always show it...i am very appreciative to have met her..thankful to find that she liked me...because i must say....I've liked her since i first started hanging out with her at ashleys...i can remember swimming in halies freaking pool..and letting her borrow my necklaces...haha..in a non stalkerish kind of way..Don't think i didn't treasure those necklaces after they'd been adorned about her neck...I mean..As to why when i found out about all that zach and all that other shit..it pissed me off so bad..i just don't really know i mean...i just want her to be happy...I like her MoRe then i can explain in mere words really...So im gonna stop rambling...Because i need to haha..I dunno...Blah...But YEAH haha..i haven't updated much in the past few weeks. BuUuUuT yeah..Im doing pretty nifty actually..Just....Happy to be happy to tell the truth.
BLINDSIDE
"Pitiful"
As I recall with my stomach turning
I was hiding away from myself, away from you
Like nothing, though something was terribly wrong
And I admit that I was only waiting for the right time
Night time, the right moment for you to look away
Though you never did, I pretended for a while
So I could walk where I don't belong
And I remember every word you said
Come back in time, come back
And I remember I would soon be dead
Now so pitiful, so pitiful
But I know as I hammered those nails into your beautiful hands
Your eyes still try to search for mine, but I look away
Now your eyes are the only thing that can save me
I'm still so afraid of them piercing
You're breaking into my prison
Just pretended for a while
My soul is dying
I won't look away
And I remember every word you said...
I'll remember every word you said
This time I won't look away
BLINDSIDE
"Pitiful"
As I recall with my stomach turning
I was hiding away from myself, away from you
Like nothing, though something was terribly wrong
And I admit that I was only waiting for the right time
Night time, the right moment for you to look away
Though you never did, I pretended for a while
So I could walk where I don't belong
And I remember every word you said
Come back in time, come back
And I remember I would soon be dead
Now so pitiful, so pitiful
But I know as I hammered those nails into your beautiful hands
Your eyes still try to search for mine, but I look away
Now your eyes are the only thing that can save me
I'm still so afraid of them piercing
You're breaking into my prison
Just pretended for a while
My soul is dying
I won't look away
And I remember every word you said...
I'll remember every word you said
This time I won't look away