MAD, glad, HAPPY, sad.
my life is starting to really come together, things are really starting to get good. i'm about to start a new band. i hope david looks at this shit because, we've got a date with a drummer, chris... you know him, sometime this week. we spent half the night talking about ween and sunny day real estate and how much other bands suck. he fits like a glove.
i recently saw a local band, one that most other local bands/most local fans, are real hard up on. i watched their whole show. they had everything togther, really solid, knew there songs, sounded okay. i just couldn't help but sit there and judge them. the had a few good things about them that were cool, but about 95% of the rest of it was either, rip off... or half ass/talentless ass done. i sat there and watched everyone look at them like they were fucking radiohead or something, total strangers. it made me feel so good to know that a shitty rip-off band like that could such a response from the crowd. they would shit their pants if they heard what i can do. i'm going to do it all. i own music now. at least this part of music.
maybe i can show them how i feel when i hear really good music. the way everything else in the world is magically turned into total nothingness and the beauty of humanity shines so bright that it makes you forget that there even was a world to remember. even if it's the saddest song in the world, if it is beautiful, it should give you hope. if a horribly sad and totally dead to the world person can write music so beautiful to make you forget the fucked up things that hold you back or down or whatever, anything is possible. there is no reason in the world to feel like you're nothing, even the people who have seen the lowest depths of the bottom, can rise up and make beautiful music that inspires so many people.
all these things remade me and caused to be something grand.
that is why i love sad music.
i'm getting cheesy... fuck you all i hate everything!
i recently saw a local band, one that most other local bands/most local fans, are real hard up on. i watched their whole show. they had everything togther, really solid, knew there songs, sounded okay. i just couldn't help but sit there and judge them. the had a few good things about them that were cool, but about 95% of the rest of it was either, rip off... or half ass/talentless ass done. i sat there and watched everyone look at them like they were fucking radiohead or something, total strangers. it made me feel so good to know that a shitty rip-off band like that could such a response from the crowd. they would shit their pants if they heard what i can do. i'm going to do it all. i own music now. at least this part of music.
maybe i can show them how i feel when i hear really good music. the way everything else in the world is magically turned into total nothingness and the beauty of humanity shines so bright that it makes you forget that there even was a world to remember. even if it's the saddest song in the world, if it is beautiful, it should give you hope. if a horribly sad and totally dead to the world person can write music so beautiful to make you forget the fucked up things that hold you back or down or whatever, anything is possible. there is no reason in the world to feel like you're nothing, even the people who have seen the lowest depths of the bottom, can rise up and make beautiful music that inspires so many people.
all these things remade me and caused to be something grand.
that is why i love sad music.
i'm getting cheesy... fuck you all i hate everything!