A mind is a terrible thing to waste
These are simply thoughts and questions I have about the world around me, do not read too far into this, for you will just be making an ass out of yourselves, I am fine, my relationship is amazing, and my life is great... I just think far too much about things, and when I think I write, simple as that.
What do you do when a relationship reaches that point of unease? When the passion wears thin and everything seems more serious. All the flirtation and lust subsides and it reaches that point that it isn't a 'new thing' anymore. I'm an extremely passionate individual and I constantly find myself stuck in a position of not being able to express my passion fully. When I love, I love with all of my being, and it doesn't seem like anyone else does that in life. I'm hurt by the little things because it's all the little things that create the bigger picture. I fear rejection more than anything so I feel I dramatize situations because I feel rejected. I try not to think or feel that way about things, but it's almost an innate sense of mine that occurs without me being able to prevent it. I've been trained in such a way to expect to be hurt that I fear I set myself up for it.
Furthermore, what do you do when a friendship reaches a dead end? When you still have an immense love or caring for a person but you just have a lot of difficulty finding anything in common anymore, and you cannot remember why you were so close in the first place. If people are constantly changing, how do you rebuild a friendship when both individuals have taken completely different paths in life and just don't see eye to eye anymore? I understand that it is said 'opposites attract' but does that also include friends? Because I find that I have to have SOMETHING in common with someone I consider my best friend or even someone I allow to be close to me... so what happens when all that camaraderie ends? When the whole friendship seems forced and monotone, as if it's simply being kept up for the sake of appearances?
OK I'm done ranting now...
What do you do when a relationship reaches that point of unease? When the passion wears thin and everything seems more serious. All the flirtation and lust subsides and it reaches that point that it isn't a 'new thing' anymore. I'm an extremely passionate individual and I constantly find myself stuck in a position of not being able to express my passion fully. When I love, I love with all of my being, and it doesn't seem like anyone else does that in life. I'm hurt by the little things because it's all the little things that create the bigger picture. I fear rejection more than anything so I feel I dramatize situations because I feel rejected. I try not to think or feel that way about things, but it's almost an innate sense of mine that occurs without me being able to prevent it. I've been trained in such a way to expect to be hurt that I fear I set myself up for it.
Furthermore, what do you do when a friendship reaches a dead end? When you still have an immense love or caring for a person but you just have a lot of difficulty finding anything in common anymore, and you cannot remember why you were so close in the first place. If people are constantly changing, how do you rebuild a friendship when both individuals have taken completely different paths in life and just don't see eye to eye anymore? I understand that it is said 'opposites attract' but does that also include friends? Because I find that I have to have SOMETHING in common with someone I consider my best friend or even someone I allow to be close to me... so what happens when all that camaraderie ends? When the whole friendship seems forced and monotone, as if it's simply being kept up for the sake of appearances?
OK I'm done ranting now...