My plea to someone that doesn't even realize how badly they're hurting me.
Why is it that you never think about the repercussions of your actions? You act as if you can do & say whatever you want, to whomever you want and it won't effect anything or anyone. I've sat by your side countless times and comforted you while you cryed about one failed relationship or another, and you sat by and held me everytime I cryed because he had hurt me yet again. And yet somehow now that I'm truley happy it isn't enough for you to just smile and be happy for me, you have to make every attempt to destroy my happiness, I've never been anything but the best of friend I could be to you & for you... so I humbly ask you the same in return, stop all this petty nonsense and just be the friend you used to be for me, I realize our friendship has changed and that we don't have our long conversations venting our souls to each other, but that was when we were both miserable and actually had a lot to vent about. I love you and don't want to lose you but your giving me very little choice... and it hurts me more than you can imagine to even fathom not being friends with you... but if you continue to try sabotaging my relationship you'll give me no choice...