Mar 08, 2007 21:29
I just don't get it sometimes. I mean why? I love Ryan lots and I know he bought me a pretty ring. I know he loves me and wants to marry me. I really just don't get why he wants to see his ex. He says he just wants to be friends and she stopped talking to him when I bitched at her to stop. She says she has a boyfriend on myspace, but I know she isn't over him why else would she want to hang out with him. Today she called him and apparently he texted her back. I keep telling him girls are stupid. (I was one of those stupid girls at one point) They don't get it until you just ignore them completely I didn't get it until a few different guys just ignore me completely. Yea it hurts but you get over it. She is like you guys should come out for my 21st birthday. I don't think so I'm just not interested. Seriously. This time she just wants to give him back an old computer he gave her. Screw the old computer he has parts to make like 15 computers. Why does he need another one? I hate her (I don't hate many people)and I wish she would just go away. I stopped talking to Josh(because he didn't want me to talk to him anymore) Sure he is still on my myspace, but we say hi every like 3 months or so and that is it. No do you want to hang out. Nothing. I talk to Gary(we were never even really togeather we kissed once) I say hi to him at best buy and that about it. Other then that I don't talk to any of my ex's and Josh wasn't really an ex either just a sex buddy.
On another note went to Lunch with Sarah today. That was fun. We talked about Nick. We are trying to hook her up. Anyways on the way back this guy was totally checking me out I mean like not paying to the road checking me out. It was funny. Sarah was getting into the turn lane and he turned in front of her from the other side of the road. He pulled into a side street and we thought he was fallowing us back to work, but turns out he wasn't. I have no idea what his problem was it was a bit odd.
Lastly I think I might go back to school. I am looking into doing civil engineering. I am not quite sure, but I think that is the degree you have to get to make house plans and lot plans and stuff. I don't know I am still looking into it. I hope everyone is having a goodnight I think I am off to bed.
Jodie