Sometimes it just dosent feel right

Mar 16, 2008 20:53

 Behind my smile is a hurting heart.  Behind my laugh, I'm falling apart.  Look closely at me and you will see, the girl I am...isn't me

I look at myself and i see a happy girl. And im sure everyone knows that too. But i also know some things that you dont know. Its purely sad and confused. 
Just because i always smile it dosent mean that im happy
Just because i always laugh it dosent mean that im enjoying
Just because i always make corny jokes i live a funny life
Just because i seem like i dont care, i dont care at all. 
Because maybe if you look closer.. then you'll see the tears deep within my eyes.

But i also know that im not the only one feeling this way
And its so selfish for me to think of myself everyday. 
Thats the reason why i give smiles and laughs and jokes all the time. 
Because i know that im not the only one hurting and that there are more people who need me out there. My problems can wait. 
Because even if it will take forever to help you solve your problems. 
I won't stop to think of mine. 
You need me more than i need myself. 
And thats why i love you.

Never underestimate the pain of a person because the truth is everyone is struggling.  It's just some people hide it better than others.

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