one: smoke.
jongkey. fluff? idk. 195 words.
note: lapslock. i'm bored. idek.
he likes the tightening feeling in his chest; the way he can almost - almost - feel a burn somewhere in the back of his throat; and the way his lungs seem to just stop working for a split-second when he inhales as deeply as he can.
he breathes out, watching the stream of smoke billow out in front of him before disappearing into the wind.
'kibum?'
he takes another drag of his cigarette before putting it out on the balcony railing and dropping the butt over the edge.
'yeah, jjong?' he can hear soft footsteps make their way to the door, pausing before stepping outside. key turns his head to his right to glance over his shoulder as jonghyun wraps his arms around his waist in a hug.
jonghyun crinkles his nose in distaste after a few seconds, stepping away from the younger, hands on his waist. 'you've been smoking, haven't you?'
key just stares.
'it's bad for you, you know. it's bad for your voice. if anyone finds out -'
key shakes his head. 'jjong, shut up. why'd you come out here?'
jonghyun shrugs.
'you looked like you needed a hug.'
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two: i miss you.
onsica. angst(ish). 168 words.
note: lapslock.
hands are everywhere - anywhere - roaming places that are not their own, and it's not until steady hands make it to the zip of his pants that he thinks: oh, this is really happening?
she goes home afterward, but he calls her up to say "i miss you" and the words get stuck in his throat somewhere along with the rest of the truth.
eventually they fall asleep like that; jessica first, then jinki - and he knows he'll probably regret it when the phone bill comes in the mail, but her breathing is like a lullaby.
'i'm not lonely,' she says before they do fall asleep.
because he is.
and jinki sort of expected it because jessica is smart and, really, who was he even kidding anymore? they've been over for a while now. he knows he should just let go, but there's something in him that just won't let him forget her, and all he's left with is this sinking feeling and a whole lot of regret.
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a/n: i'm bored and lonely and i felt like posting. whatever.
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