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grrrr... in one of those stompy pissed off moods.
I bacially found out the 9 week media course that was suppose to start in Feb 2007.. no wait they changed it to April 2007... is now starting in MAY 2007!!! why oh why do i wanna do this course so badly!? sadly i need it since I suck at video.
Weekend was weird, nice to see my sister all grown up, and strangely enough i got on with her friends and have a couple of emails. Great to see old friends. but also i kindda sent one old friend a pissy txt. I havent got pissed off with anyone in ages (friends wise). I thought i was being good. Oh wait... *jess opens her big mouth again* surprise, *jess shoots herself in the foot again*. I suck. I should just let things be. There is something about things that happened in the past that have a way of kicking me in the face in the present. Lives that seems so long again. things i was hoping to be rid of by now. dammit.
I'm not sleeping well at all... i feel like i've been kicked in the head in the middle of the night every time i wake up. I need a free weekend.. but oh wait wont get one until April o_O 5-9 is sound good around now.
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And as if the greater power knew i needed something good, today i was told by my supervisor i'm doing well on the scheme and she doesnt mind if i only come in 2 days a week! and that she thinks i'll be ok =D And even greater my workmate offered me a lift home! Since it takes about 10mins in a car instead of the 2hours by buss o_O. I really need a car really really soon!
I bacially found out the 9 week media course that was suppose to start in Feb 2007.. no wait they changed it to April 2007... is now starting in MAY 2007!!! why oh why do i wanna do this course so badly!? sadly i need it since I suck at video.
Weekend was weird, nice to see my sister all grown up, and strangely enough i got on with her friends and have a couple of emails. Great to see old friends. but also i kindda sent one old friend a pissy txt. I havent got pissed off with anyone in ages (friends wise). I thought i was being good. Oh wait... *jess opens her big mouth again* surprise, *jess shoots herself in the foot again*. I suck. I should just let things be. There is something about things that happened in the past that have a way of kicking me in the face in the present. Lives that seems so long again. things i was hoping to be rid of by now. dammit.
I'm not sleeping well at all... i feel like i've been kicked in the head in the middle of the night every time i wake up. I need a free weekend.. but oh wait wont get one until April o_O 5-9 is sound good around now.
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And as if the greater power knew i needed something good, today i was told by my supervisor i'm doing well on the scheme and she doesnt mind if i only come in 2 days a week! and that she thinks i'll be ok =D And even greater my workmate offered me a lift home! Since it takes about 10mins in a car instead of the 2hours by buss o_O. I really need a car really really soon!