Sunny Days seem to hurt the most..I wear the pain like a heavy coat..I feel you everywhere I go..;o)

[purple__haze_x3]

well, yesterdaay was kind of fun. Jesse came over, and we had to go to some Christmas dinner thing at my Aunt and Uncles, it sucked. But I'm glad Jesse came with me. He came over around like 2 and we took him to Mikes at maybe like 10? I donno, I was so bored after he left. I stayed up and watched Americas next top model, and then some Lifetime. Then I got on here and talk to Matt and Dusty!=)I love them both. Then I was fighting with Mary lol. She wants to be friends again, and well so do I, but she was like we can be friends, but you can't talk to me while Jesse's around, so just call me when you have 2 seconds away from him. I told her that didn't sound like we were even friends and that I loved Jesse and he was always going to be around. But she thinks now I picked him over her, and she seems to think hes the whole reason we quit talking, and seems to forgot the real reason, which has nothing what so ever to do whith him, so I just don't give a shit anymore. But thats all that reall happened yesterday. AHH I'm so excited my mom is decorating for Christmas. CAN"T WAIT.
I love you Jesse=)

HOlly BEth xox

The world is blowin up. The world is cavin in. The world has lost her way again, but you are here with me.. but you are here with me, makes it okay.. I hear you still talk to me as if youre sitting in my dusty chair, makes the hours easier to bare I know despite the years alone Ill always listen to you sing a sweet song. and if its all the same to you I love you oh, so well like a kid loves candy and fresh snow. I love you oh, so well enough to fill up heaven, overflow and fill hell.. I love you oh, so well -Dave Matthew