being sensitive...
i have been in this weird mood lately. my feelings go way up and then they go way down or they just stay in one place. it is weird. i cant just feel one thing. and lately they are just more sad than normal. which i think can be expected w/ everything that i have experienced. but today i was extra sad or extra sensitive, one of the two. so me and my boyfriend get into this huge argument for my lunch. i do not even know what started it. but i know that it has to do with my sensitivity. we would not even be in this stupid argument at all if it were not for me. and i cant let it go so we keep on and keep on. and i say stupid stuff that i do not even mean. i cant understand why i do this at all.
my sensitivity is a very hard thing for me and i cant control it at all. once i feel like this is usually when i am feeling really sad and depressed. so everything hurts. i then start to put myself down. then i fight with my boyfriend and then i get even more down and i start to cry. i am not able to control it at all. i cant. it is so hard. it feels like so much work. to much work to handle. when will it stop.....
my sensitivity is a very hard thing for me and i cant control it at all. once i feel like this is usually when i am feeling really sad and depressed. so everything hurts. i then start to put myself down. then i fight with my boyfriend and then i get even more down and i start to cry. i am not able to control it at all. i cant. it is so hard. it feels like so much work. to much work to handle. when will it stop.....