spring break among other things
well i am not sure on how i am feeling right now. a lot of things have been happening. i have been wanting something. i need soemthing. i am just feeling so stressed out or something. i feel like everything is blowing up inside of me. oh well. hopefully since i have a week off for the vacation maybe things my way will go better. i know i am not dealing with a lot of stuff. i am getting depressed a lot more now. i am not sure on why. i know of the stuff that is depressing me. i am even trying to still with stuff that happened last year. for some odd reason it is starting to creep up on me once again. last year was crazy. i thought i dealt with a lot of it. i thiought i was over some of it or most of it. but i guess i was wrong. maybe i just pushed it back again...