just ok...
i have been trying to keep myself busy at home and at other places. a lot has happened in the past week. i am just sick of it all. i am not sure where i am going from here or what i will be doing. all i know is that i am trying to take the advice of other people and take it day by day. but who knows. i ahve not had a counseling appointment in a week or so. i have not done anything on my to do list that she wanted me to do. i guess i just do not care anymore. or.... i am not sure what it is. but oh well for now....