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well i just thought that i should update since i feel that i have not wrote in a long time.
well not much is new with me. i went home this weekend. everything seemed normal there. i really did not feel that i belonged but at least i felt part of something. i guess i am supposed to be here in cruces.
today i got called from the southern nm human development. to be a case manager. it would of been the perfect job. it is something that i really want to do. i would of been doing home visits. and visiting with families and helping them. i would be directing them to new things in their lives. she even asked if i would be willing to travel. all her questions i would be willing to do. the only thing i did not have that she wanted was being bilingual. damn it fucking eh. man. that really pissed me off. i honestly got upset. b/c this job is something that i want. i want to do these kinds of things but no.
oh well i guess.
hmm....
i am not sure on what else to write. except that things are better. with everything. i feel more at ease here. i feel somewhat lonely but i am at ease and i am slowly trying to say that i made a good decision in staying. hm...
but i am glad taht i have my sister to stay with me this week. which is cool
well i guess i have no more to say.....
purple
well not much is new with me. i went home this weekend. everything seemed normal there. i really did not feel that i belonged but at least i felt part of something. i guess i am supposed to be here in cruces.
today i got called from the southern nm human development. to be a case manager. it would of been the perfect job. it is something that i really want to do. i would of been doing home visits. and visiting with families and helping them. i would be directing them to new things in their lives. she even asked if i would be willing to travel. all her questions i would be willing to do. the only thing i did not have that she wanted was being bilingual. damn it fucking eh. man. that really pissed me off. i honestly got upset. b/c this job is something that i want. i want to do these kinds of things but no.
oh well i guess.
hmm....
i am not sure on what else to write. except that things are better. with everything. i feel more at ease here. i feel somewhat lonely but i am at ease and i am slowly trying to say that i made a good decision in staying. hm...
but i am glad taht i have my sister to stay with me this week. which is cool
well i guess i have no more to say.....
purple